This is the continuation of the previous article:
TRUSTING UNCONDITIONALLY IN THE CURRENT SYSTEM - PART 1
TRUSTING UNCONDITIONALLY IN THE CURRENT SYSTEM - PART 2
TRUSTING UNCONDITIONALLY IN THE CURRENT SYSTEM - PART 3
TRUSTING UNCONDITIONALLY IN THE CURRENT SYSTEM - PART 4
TRUSTING UNCONDITIONALLY IN THE CURRENT SYSTEM - PART 5
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe blindly that the current system will indeed take care of me when I need help; within this forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to take into consideration the facts of the reality which clearly show that the system doesn't take care of everybody and instead of making appropriate decisions based on this fact and which are best for all, I allow myself to hope and believe blindly that the system will take care of me anyway.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am special and the system will take care of me when I need it; within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the facts of the reality which clearly show that the system doesn't take care always and of everybody and instead I have allowed myself to base my decisions on that which seems to be easy and comfortable instead of making decisions on the principle of what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the current system is the result of my creation and participation within this system and thus because there exists abuse and suffering within this system thus I am directly responsible for it; I also forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to act towards the change of the system but instead I have accepted blindly a belief that the system will take care of me and thus I am doing nothing to change it;
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by believing unconditionally and blindly in the current system that it will take care of me despite the facts that there is multitude of beings in this world which are left without help when they need it, I am allowing the abuse and suffering within the whole system and I am directly responsible for it because instead of acting towards changing the system I am allowing it to exist believing blindly that the system is perfect.