This is the continuation of the previous article:

ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 1
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 2
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 3
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 4
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 5
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 6
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 7
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 8
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 9

If you follow my blogs you will know that I am in the point of facing the sickness. It is very unpleasant experience but yet I see that it is assisting me in my process.

Anyway this is the next realization. My sickness is not just sickness which came from nowhere and I am a victim of it. This would be separation. My sickness is part of my life. It is me. My sickness is connected with all that is happening in my life. And thus when I want to change it I have to change myself and my life as well. And within this process of changing myself and my life I must let go off the past.

Well... it seems pretty easy... no ? Technically speaking it is easy but once you are in the middle of that process it is completely different story. Because the letting go off the past means that sometimes you will loose everything that you have. And this is what is happening with me in that moment - I cannot work, my friend borrowed money from me and doesn't seem like he will return it to me very soon ( if ever ) etc. But there is no point of getting angry or frustrated with my situation. There is no point of trying to fight to save the old. This is not going to help at all and it is going to prolong the whole process. All of this is the consequence of my manifestations.

Thus all I can do is forgive myself what I have created and through this take responsibility for it, walk through the consequences and work with what is here in the moment.

To be continued...