This is the continuation of the previous article:
PATTERN - TIREDNESS AND MESS IN MY HOUSE - PART 1
PATTERN - TIREDNESS AND MESS IN MY HOUSE - PART 2
PATTERN - TIREDNESS AND MESS IN MY HOUSE - PART 3
PATTERN - TIREDNESS AND MESS IN MY HOUSE - PART 4
PATTERN - TIREDNESS AND MESS IN MY HOUSE - PART 5
So as you can see such a simple thing as being tired and then letting my apartment to get messy is not the thing which affects only me because as I have shown you my decisions related to it affect the whole world. Thus even though you are small and insignificant ( as you probably think about yourself ) your decisions shape this whole world. Of course you are one piece in it and there are 7 billions of other pieces but still your every decision is shaping this world.
And the same as with Red Bull your decision about getting the cleaning lady or taking the pills from the doctor will also affect the whole world. You'll see... it does not really matter what you then once your starting point is fucked up. Because if you don't do anything to correct your starting point then everything what you do will be fucked up and you will be directly responsible for all the consequences coming from it.
As I said to avoid the consequences you need to correct the starting point or if your starting point is clear right from the beginning then you do not need to worry about any consequences at all. This is that simple. And believe me that preventing the problems is much easier then later facing the consequences and cleaning the shit.
Anyway in my case all that I need to do is to stop procrastinating and waiting for the right moment when I am not going to be tired and I need to organize myself better at work and at home. Although I have not created many consequences in the outside world as I did not buy Red Bull and/or I did not get the cleaning lady but still my starting point was not clear and that is why I need to make the correction. And that is not a problem as long as I do not fall back into the same point time after time because then I would need to investigate what is behind it and what is that I do not want to face within myself.
So to finish this series of articles about the tiredness I will write one more time about my realization which is very important for me. Thus I create my whole world ( including the mess in my house ) and I am fully responsible for all of it. The process of thinking that I have to clean my apartment and then postponing it for later when I am not tired gets me entrapped in the vicious cycle of tiredness and postponing it all the time for later. If I do not correct the starting point but instead I would treat the symptoms then I would fall deeper into the shit hole and at the same time I would create series of consequences for the whole world. Correcting the starting point is much easier than facing the consequences and then cleaning the shit resulting from it.
To be continued