Let's go today straight to the point. In the past I used to masturbate while watching porn. But I have decided to stop it after listening to the video interviews on Youtube from Desteni Group and reading their articles on their website www.desteni.org in which it was explained in details why we should not do it.
Although the explanations were going far beyond the "traditional" psychology, I took it very seriously what they have been talking about. But the whole process of stopping it completely was not as straight forward as I thought - I can see it today when I look at it "from the distance". I have been able to stop it for few months but then it came a moment when I have found a reason within my mind which was good enough to do it again - typical addiction syndrome.
Anyway... I was not giving up on myself so easy and today ( after 2-3 years ) I can say that I have actually stopped it. And here are some interesting points:
1. The more time I am staying away from watching porn while masturbating the less desire I have to come back into it and it seems actually boring to do it this way. But yet I have noticed within the whole process that although it is boring for me today, I could start doing it again and I would recreate this addiction and then I would perceive it as something "normal and enjoyable" like it was in the past. I would feel some kind of guilt like I used to before but I would find some excuses within my mind which would supress this guilt creating at the same time a lot of problems with many consequences within my life like it was described in the interviews from Desteni Group. In the beginning it is difficult to comprehend and agree with all that they are saying in these interviews but now - being at the other end of my process - I must confirm that this is true. And today knowing the before and after I don't want to go back to the before.
2. The masturbation itself is actually more enjoyable because I am focused on myself and my breath; I am here with my body giving it a pleasure of touch instead of drifting away into the mind and literally abusing my body.
If you are also one of the guys ( or girls ) who is masturbating while watching porn I would recommend to you to stop it asap. It may not be easy and it may be one of the biggest challenges in your life but it is worthy. Most probably you will not understand all the reasons why you should do it - just like me in the beginning - but I am certain that once you walk through the whole process of stopping it and you proof to yourself that you are free from it, then you will agree with me and with the Desteni Group and you will be grateful that I have recommended it to you.
Anyway... as I said before, this can be one of the greatest challenges of your life and you may need help. If you need assistance you may find a lot of supportive interviews here EQAFE - MASTURABTION SERIES ( many of these interviews are free and will assist you a lot with your process ) or you may contact me by writing a comment below or writing me an email.