I am catching up with posting online my articles.
I have been very busy today. I guess this is nothing new and I should not even mention about it. If I wrote something like "I have done nothing all day" then this would be the news of the month ( or even of the year ) but in other case this is nothing new.
Anyway I do not know what to write about. Last night I went late to bed and I arrived late for my appointment.
Apart from this I had a confrontation with somebody whom I have regarded as my friend. But then it appeared that at the moment of conflict in regards to a certain point then I was not a friend anymore. As a matter of fact it was not even a conflict. On my behalf I have suggested that we should stop written conversations due to the problem with written English. Spoken communication was rather OK but for the written conversation my "friend" used Google translator and as a result of it there came misunderstandings in the past. And thus seeing that this situation repeats itself so I have said that we must stop it and only stay with the spoken English. But the other side took it as being criticized and judged and it all ended up that I have been abused with words.
Because this is not the first time and today this person continued to abuse me instead of explaining it all and finding constructive solution so I have decided to block this person. I did not want to do it in the past but I see that this person does not make any changes in the behaviour.
What is also interesting is that this person told me that she "LOVES ME". This wasn't love like in the relationship but as a love to another human being. And so here we are... this is not the first time when a human being can turn literally in a matter of couple of seconds from love into hate.
So the lesson is that we should be really careful not only with those who hate us but also with those who say that they love us. When this love is based on ego then it is just a matter of having a conflict and then you may end up with the knife in you back. Anyway we had a good "connection" and we could have done together some great things for the world. But this will not happen because I will keep the safe distance from this person ( until this person proves that she has changed and transformed this point of abusiveness ).
We humans are so fucked up.
To be continued