7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1654 - 21 DAYS OF POSITIVITY - PART 64

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Last year was very busy for me workwise. But I needed it and I really welcomed so much work in my life although it was sometimes too much. I needed the money to be able to go ahead with my project. Otherwise I would have to find another place to live and this would only postpone further my plans. Now I am much more stable financially. And in reality I would not need to work so much anymore. Because I could just do my main job and dedicate the rest of the time for myself. But I don't do it. I continue working long hours because I want to accomplish my project.

Anyway today was another busy day for me. But still I found some time to visit one of my friends. And during this visit I have realised that it was really cool to see my friend but still I need to be disciplined and not to allow myself to waste time on silly things during the day. I do not want to say that seeing my friend was a waste of time. Not at all... it is just that during this visit I had this realisation. And the point is that if I do not stayed focused and disciplined about the time management then I may fail again with my experiment and I will have to start again. And I am already getting tired of this "starting from the beginning". This is the 65th day of my experiment.

Anyway... today I did all of my exercises and so I completed my Day 4. I did a shorter version on some of them but then I pushed myself - despite "I do not feel like" - to do a full version on the other one. Now it is very late. So I go to bed and I get the rest. I have an early appointment tomorrow so I must get up earlier and do my exercise before that.



To be continued





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Written: 2016 - October - 25   Published: 2017 - August - 19      © Copyright - Greg Wiater