7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1647 - 21 DAYS OF POSITIVITY - PART 57

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I could not do any exercises today as I was busy all day. And it looks like tomorrow I will also be very busy. It has been almost 2 months since I started my experiment and I am still at "Day 0". I remember that in the beginning I managed to do about 7 days in a row and then I failed. And then soon after I started to be busy. And that means that in the last weeks I have been working a lot without any days off ( or maybe I had 1 or 2 days off ).

Today I was supposed to have a day off but in the end I had to do one small job and later I had to help couple of my friends who had some problems and they needed advice. In the end I only managed to go to the beach for 30 min and that was my only entertainment for the day.

Interesting thing is that I start to feel a sweet like energy or feeling in my body ( mainly on the height my heart in the center ). I remember that I had this feeling for the first time about 5 years ago when I got to know my ex-girlfriend. After we split this "feeling" got less intense and even disappeared completely for some time. But now it is coming on again and it is very strong. Though I do not have any girlfriend. Thus I will observe it and we will see what it is.

Today I had also interesting experience of something which I could call an internal orgasm. I have heard about this for the first time about few months ago from one friends. And today I think that I experienced something like this. This was something new. And again I have to further observe it to be able to say something more about it.



To be continued





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Written: 2016 - October - 18   Published: 2017 - August - 18      © Copyright - Greg Wiater