I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today I did not do any plan. I was simply busy right from the morning until evening. I had some unpredicted situations which needed to be taken care off. In any case at least I have managed to do my top priority tasks. But this was possible because of my planning which I did yesterday. It is that I have set my objectives and goals which are doable even if I am very busy at work. But then I am almost certain that if I did not make my plan yesterday then today I would be more inclined to skip my tasks and postpone them for tomorrow. Also I need to say that I had the plan to go in the evening for a dancing with my friends. But seeing that my day doesn't go as planned and that I have this unexpected job to do so I cancelled my dancing and I stayed at home so that I may do something with my priority tasks.
And so I did that. Maybe I did not really feel like doing some of them because it was late and I was a little bit tired but I mobilised myself to do it. Now I am really content that I did it and at the same time - surprisingly - I do not feel tired anymore. At least not as much as I was before. So I guess this was kind of excuse of my mind/ego to not do it.
Now... I failed again last night. I waked up after two hours; I got out of my bed and I went to the toilet but then I ended up in my bed. I was conscious about it. I was aware of it. But instead of trusting my body I lied down and I fell asleep. I could have stayed awake. I knew that I should not be going back to bed but I did because I was afraid of being tired. And this is nothing else but an addiction. Exactly the same behaviour. Exactly the same explanations. And exactly the same justifications, which in the end lead to the decision of giving my power away and falling down.
This was my day 2.
To be continued