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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that stories from the books about the fairies, princes and princesses, bad witches etc. are real; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by accepting stories from books as real without investigating if they are real I am allowing for confusion within my life because I am allowing to mix the illusion with reality believing that they are both real.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated by my parents with the tactics of fear of darkness; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to investigate for myself whether being in the dark rooms is dangerous for me and instead I have taken for granted the words of my parents and I have allowed myself to be manipulated into doing what they wanted me to do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted that what I see on TV is real; and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there are fairies, bad witches, wizards, princes, princesses without investigating for myself the reality of these stories shown on TV.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make my decisions based on the beliefs which I have accepted unconditionally within my mind after watching TV and listening to stories about fairies, bad witches, wizards etc.; within this forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that making decisions based on beliefs which I have accepted unconditionally without investigating whether they are real I am allowing possibility of making an error and I am responsible for all the consequences coming from my decisions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear darkness and being in the rooms and places where there is dark; within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to search for light and get out of this darkness instead of investigating why I am afraid of darkness.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am afraid of darkness because the darkness is being used to take advantage of other beings and harm them and thus it is necessary to have light to maintain control of the environment to prevent the possible harm done to me; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to investigate what can be done to create a world which is safe for all whether it is dark or light and instead I have allowed myself to go into the fear mode and necessity to have light to protect myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept my parents as authority and then I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted all that they say; within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I don't do what they tell me then a stranger will come and take me.