Catching up with posting online my articles because of being fed up with the working on the computer. I am witting my articles every day as part of my commitment... just posting is lagging...
It is just to remind you quickly that I am in a process of writing every day an article about my process of personal realisations and working with self-development through which I am intending to identify the ego and separation which I have allowed within my mind, correct it and bring to bring myself to myself, become one with this physical reality and become life.
All of it is done while having my "normal human life" and dealing with my daily responsibilities - taking care of my body, my home, struggling to get sufficient money etc. And thus on top of it all I have committed myself to write about my process every day for 7 years and share it online.
And it is fine... and I have come to some interesting realisations but still there are moments in life when you are simply tired and you need some rest. And I am right now in this moment. I have worked a lot in the last few months and I would like to have some rest... also to have rest from the computer for few days because I am completely fed up with it.
Yesterday I was with my friends to came to visit me. And I would like to be with them and simply relax. But I couldn't completely because I had to write an article. I have told them that I need time to do my things and I did. They understand it and there was no problem with it. But still it was about me pushing myself to do it despite of me being tired and fed up with the computer. I did not publish it online yesterday because it was late and I was tired but I have written it down on my computer and I will post it as soon as I can.
And I know that I will have to push myself through this period of being fed up with the computer and being tired and continue with my writing. And it will go away. I will have to also make some corrections with my time management to avoid and minimize this type of situations as much as possible. And I already know what I need to do which is really cool. And this is part of the process and part of perfecting myself.
And I will do it. And I will keep my commitment. And I will go forward...