I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use word utopia in an automated way without even considering and analysing whether something is possible to achieve; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by defining something as utopia without considering the facts of reality whether it is possible or not possible to achieve I am giving up on myself and thus I am responsible for all the consequences of it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define an idea automatically as utopia whenever this idea is outside of the belief of what is generally accepted by the majority of people; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am allowing myself to be controlled and limited by the beliefs of the majority of people instead of investigating and analysing for myself what is possible and what is not and then make a decision to do it or not do it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted that the majority of people is always right and based on this belief I make my decisions and judgment about what is possible and what is not possible to do; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am allowing myself to limit myself and what I can do according to the beliefs of the majority instead of expressing myself according to what is possible according to the facts of the reality.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by defining an idea of Basic Income Grant and Equal Money System as utopia without investigating and analysing the facts of the reality of what is possible and what is not, I am trying to hide myself from facing the reality and what I have accepted and allowed to create and manifest as the current system on earth and I am also hiding myself from taking responsibility for all the suffering and abuse which exists within the current system.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by defining an idea of Basic Income Grant and Equal Money System as utopia I am justifying abuse and suffering which I am responsible for within the current system; I also forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by defining BIG and EMS as utopia I am trying to make myself feel better about myself because according to this belief I can do nothing to change the current system and thus I am justified to continue with making my life as easy and as comfortable as possible even though it is done at the cost of suffering of other beings.