This is the continuation of the previous article:

CONFLICT - EVERYBODY IS RIGHT - PART 1
CONFLICT - EVERYBODY IS RIGHT - PART 2
CONFLICT - EVERYBODY IS RIGHT - PART 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to prove that my point of view is right and others should also accept it unconditionally; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that my point of view and beliefs have been created within my mind by me and they are not real; but because I want to believe that they real thus I want to find the confirmation on the outside and thus I try to convince others to accept my point of view and my beliefs as real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get pissed off because others don't want to accept my beliefs, opinions and my point of view about the reality; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am angry and pissed off with myself because I don't comprehend the reality and I direct the anger at others to suppress the anger at myself that I don't comprehend what is real.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the beliefs and opinions about the reality which I form within my mind are not real but because I want to make them look real I try to find the confirmation the outside and thus I try to convince others to also accept these beliefs which I have formed within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my beliefs about the reality are right; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that within my mind I can make myself to believe whatever I want and thus I can also make myself to believe that I am right; but this "being right" is not real and it is only an illusion formed and created by me within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the same as I can make myself to believe within my mind that I am right so is the same with other people - they can also make themselves to believe within their mind that they are right; and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to discuss with other without realising that I am trying to prove that my illusion is more real than the illusion about the reality of other people discussing with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I convince somebody to accept my beliefs and opinions about the reality than this would mean that my beliefs are real; and the more people I could convince about it then this would mean that my beliefs would be even more real; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the beliefs which I form within my mind about the reality are never going to be real because they are illusions and the illusion can never be real and thus the number of people who accept my beliefs about the reality is only a trick to make myself to believe that my beliefs are real.

When and as I see myself discussing with others and trying to prove that my point of view is better than other beliefs and I try to convince others to accept my beliefs I stop and I breathe; I realise that I have formed a belief within my mind about reality and to make this belief look real I try to find the confirmation on the outside by trying to convince others to accept my beliefs; thus I stop and investigate the subject of the discussion and see what is real instead of projecting my beliefs which seem to be real within my mind.

When and as I see myself preparing myself within my mind for the next discussion with other people so that I can prove to others that my beliefs are better and real, I stop and I breathe; I realise that I am trying to find a proof on the outside that my belief is real and thus I try to convince others to accept my beliefs; and thus I stop and I investigate for myself the reality instead of trying to prove that my beliefs and illusions are real.