I didn't have access to internet in the last few days and I need to post the other articles first. Thus I am posting my article today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am less than and within accepting this belief within my mind I have defined myself as that; but because I don't like to be defined as less than I have entered into the fight and competition with my father to prove that I am better than without realizing that through this I only confirm to myself that I am less than.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have defined myself as less than my father within my mind but because I don't like this definition of myself, I try to fight it and I try to find the proof on the outside that I am not that by competing with my father with the intention to win and be better than him according to the standards within my mind; and whenever I see that I cannot with my father I try to push him below me by judging his behavior as childish; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to find the proof that I am better than my father hoping that this will proof that I am not less than him.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I proof that I am better than my father then I will have a definite proof that I am not less than; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that definition of me as less than exists only within my mind and my intention to find the proof on the outside that I am better than by competing with my father is never going to be real and it entraps within the system of polarities of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my reaction of dislike towards the behavior of my father showing me that I am less than is only a proof of my self definition of less than; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enter into the competition with my father trying to fight this belief and self definition by trying to find the proof on the outside instead of realizing that I must make the correction within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the behavior of my father as childish; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that once I see that I cannot proof that I am better than my father then I try to make him look as less within my mind believing that at least in this way I can win and proof that I am better then him.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that as long as I am trying to proof that I am not less than my father I am acknowledging that I am less than because I cannot proof that I am better than unless I am less than in the first place; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my intention to try to proof that I am better than my father only gives more energy to the mind which existence depends on the input of that energy and through this I only entrap myself further within the mind and its system of polarities.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the definition of being less that my father exists only within my mind and is not real and thus it is impossible for me to proof in real life that I am not less then my father; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that all that I can do is only interpreting and judging the events ( of the reality ) within my mind as something which makes me look within my mind better than my father.

When and as I see myself that I am judging behavior of my father as childish I stop, I breath and I realize that I try to proof to myself within my mind that I am better than my father; I stop and I investigate where and when I have defined myself as less than within my mind and instead of trying to find the proof on the outside that I am not less than my father, I apply the correction within myself trough stopping defining myself as less than.