I didn't have access to internet yesterday thus I am posting my article today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my health depends only on the food that I eat; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my health and the level of fitness of my body also depends on the DNA, my environment in which I work and live, my relationships with my family, partner, friends and the whole world; and thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my idea about healthy diet is a very limited approach.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my beliefs created within my mind require constant input of energy to maintain them and this energy is being extracted from my body and thus the more energy I use the weaker my body gets and eventually it gets sick and dies because of the exhaustion; thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am responsible for the creation of my sickness through participation within my mind and creating beliefs which require energy to exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that medicine and pills from the doctor are going to make me always healthy, within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that cause of the sickness is not always physical and thus as long as I don't address the real cause and correct it, than the medicine from the doctor will only suppress the symptoms and the cause which is not being addressed will manifest new sickness.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the beliefs which I create within my mind are not real; they only seem to be real to me because I give my energy and my power to it; thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that as long as I give my power to it I will also try to validate that they are real trough interpretation of the outside and unrelated experiences in a way which would seem to me that my belief is real.