I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a belief separate from myself that the natural remedies ( herbs, supplements etc ) are going to heal me from my sickness; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have given my power away to the natural remedies instead of realizing that I am the source of my sickness and I am the source of my healing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a judgment that traditional medicine and health care system is fucked up an the natural remedies and alternative medicine is the only way to heal my body; within that I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am creating separation/division and through this I am creating conflict between the polarities of good and bad and entrapping myself within this conflict.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a religion that the natural medicine is going to heal all my sickness; within that I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have accepted to take for granted the knowledge without investigating what is real and what is not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to insist that others accept my religion about the natural medicine that it is going to heal all the sickness within the body; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my necessity to convince others that they accept my belief about the natural medicine is because I have not proven it within myself and I only operate within the dimension of knowledge and information and thus I try to find the proof of my belief on the outside by trying to convince others that my belief is real.

To be continued...