This is the continuation of the previous article:

PEOPLE WANT TO HAVE HEROS AND NOT WISE MEN - PART 1
PEOPLE WANT TO HAVE HEROS AND NOT WISE MEN - PART 2

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am addicted to the energetic high generated from strong emotions and thus I am attracted to watching films about heroes because it activates the process in which I generate a lot of emotions within me.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that hero is a part of the polarity construct ( hero - victim, positive - negative ) and thus it serves the purpose to the current system which is also based on polarities; and thus the hero doesn't bring any constructive change within the current system.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through my desire to be a hero I give my energy to creation of a positive polarity and to balance this polarity there will have to be a manifestation of its opposite ( negative polarity ) in the form of victim or anybody who needs to be saved by me ( the hero ); thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that within my desire to be a hero to save others I am responsible for the suffering of the victims who play the role of negative, balancing polarity.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the hero help/saves other people when the situation has developed to such a degree that it is endangering the life and survival of people; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the situation has developed to the point of danger because I have allowed it and I have not prevented it even though I knew about the possible consequences of development of the situation; thus I forgive myself that I have ignored the advice of the wise man and instead I have allowed the situation to develop to the point when I need the hero to save me.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the hero who saves other from the misery or saves the victims is only treating the symptoms of the problem which in its nature is only supporting the existence of the current system; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am admiring the act of the hero because it gives me an energetic high from the emotions and through this it is satisfying my addiction to energetic high.

I commit myself to act in a way which is best for all and within this I realize that I will be able to prevent many situations which endanger the live and survival.