This is the continuation of the previous article:

WAR ONLY CREATES MORE TERRORISTS - PART 1
WAR ONLY CREATES MORE TERRORISTS - PART 2
WAR ONLY CREATES MORE TERRORISTS - PART 3
WAR ONLY CREATES MORE TERRORISTS - PART 4

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to take on a revenge on a boy who has hit me on the face and by giving the energy through thinking of this desire I have created and energetic imprint of it in my mind which later influences my behavior towards this boy as I am always judging him as bad person who has hurt me; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a victim instead of investigating for myself what I have created for myself through this experience.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that taking a revenge on the boy who has hit me on the face would only satisfy my ego which has been hurt within this experience because I took on a role of a victim; but apart from this my revenge would not make any difference in a sense of what is best for all and how I am but instead there would be a possibility of another violent revenge from the boy and through this could become trapped in a vicious circle of violence and abuse with possible serious consequences for myself and other beings.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that taking revenge on the boy who has hit me on the face because I wanted to make him feel the same way as he has treated me, doesn't bring any constructive change in a sense of what is best for all but instead it is only satisfying my ego and within this I trap myself within a system of being a victim which tries to take on a revenge in a secret way like a terrorist.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my automatic reaction of wanting to take a revenge on a boy who has hit me on the face comes from brainwashing and programming done by society; and within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have become an automated robot which responds to the impulses in a limited way in a form of wanting to take on a revenge.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that taking on an automatic revenge to make the other person feel the same way I feel myself after being hurt and abused is not going to bring on a constructive solution which is best for all but instead it will trap me within the vicious circle of hate, violence and abuse.

I commit myself to investigate what and how I have created for myself within an experience of being hurt/abused and search for the solution which is best for all instead of planning to take on a revenge.