WHICH POINTS DID NOT CHANGE DURING THE 7 YEARS OF JTL ?
Another point which I did not transform completely is the breath. I have improved greatly my awareness of breath in those 7 years but I am still not constant. I have better moments and I have periods when I forget to breathe.
HAVE I REALLY MANAGED TO WRITE AN ARTICLE DAILY FOR 7 YEARS WITHOUT FAILURE ?
Well... as far as I am aware of it, I did so. I lost couple of my articles on the computer as I was not posting online my articles every day. Then once I was upgrading my computer and later I could not find 1 or 2 articles. The only time when I was really close to failure was when I was extremely tired and exhausted from working. This point with working over my limits is also something that has been changed in my process and as a matter of fact it was a very big point for me. Anyway I was very tired to the point when I hardly kept my eyes open. But still that night I needed to write the article. Thus I opened the text document and I wrote the title. But I was struggling to keep up so I decided to lied down on the sofa. Though it was not a normal horizontal lying down as I was aware that I would fall asleep. So I was supporting my back and head on the sofa and my legs were bent 90 degrees on the floor. Although it was not an comfortable position I fell asleep and I woke up in the morning. Thus because I wrote the title and I kept my computer open I count as an article although it was on the edge of failure that day.
DOES ANYBODY READ MY ARTICLES ?
I am not aware if anybody reads them. In the beginning I was sharing and posting them regularly online and then some people might have read them but out reach is extremely low.
HOW DID I KEEP MYSELF MOTIVATED TO WRITE ARTICLES FOR SO LONG ?
Well... I am telling you that this is a big challenge. For about 3 years I had ideas what to write. There were days when I was stuck but in general I was able to find a topic. But the more time went by the more difficult was to find something new. And this point making it even more difficult to keep myself motivated. In any case to get through this process I did not count days. I tried to avoid this point when my mind would fall into this trap of counting days. I was just writing day by day without looking at the numbers.
WHAT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE WHO ALSO STARTED JTL ?
At some point I withdrew my active participation in the Desteni Group. I was and I am with group though I am not active any more. In the period of 7-10 years ago within the group we were taking on various responsibilities to write blogs and books, make video logs and other things to make people all over the world to be aware of the message and existence of Desteni Group. It was an important point but within this I got myself lost as I was taking too many responsibilities on myself. And this was apart from my other daily tasks, work etc. And at some point I crashed and I decided to withdraw my active participation within the group and focus on completing all pending tasks and jobs. And one of them was the JTL.
Thus when I withdraw myself from active participation within the group I lost contact with the people. And I do not know the progress of others with the JTL. As far as I am aware there is nobody else who started the process at the same time with Bernard and would finish it by now. You'll know... it is really hard to accomplish such a task. But it does not matter that nobody else finished it yet. I am part of the group and it is enough that one person did it. You'll know... this thing with ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE fits in perfectly here.