I am catching up with posting online my articles.
I start to understand why I have these tendencies to waste time on silly things like playing excessively computer games or stirring at computer screen senselessly. And maybe even excessive sleeping falls into this category as well.
Thus all of these time wasting activities are there to run away from the discipline of breathing and being aware of every moment. Well... I can still play a game and be aware of my breathe etc. but I am not doing it and I literally use the game as an excuse to not be aware. Only sometime I manage to be aware but the rest of the time it is running away from. And being aware of my breath all the time drives me crazy. My mind and my ego could not stand it. It is a challenge. And I see that this is how I give my power away.
What do I do about it ?
Hmmmm... the only thing to do here is to get over it and do it. I will have to do it anyway in some point of my existence. This is inevitable. And I know that the sooner I do it, the better for me and for all.
What else ?
There was something interesting to write about but I forgot. So maybe tomorrow.