I am catching up with posting online my articles.
And again I do not know what to write. Having more time off puts me at he point when I take things easy and I postpone them for later. It is not necessarily a bad thing. Just that when I compare myself doing many things before I see that I am not as effective. But then there is also another point that I do new things ( like ) meditation that I did not do before as much. And this is a different type of activity.
Anyway I do my things and I do not give up. I push forward. I challenge myself. I do my experiments. And I have my plans with the therapy center and doing courses.
Ahhh... I forgot that lately I spend more time reading books which is a element of learning something new. Well... maybe it is not completely new as some of the books I have read before. Though I find few new points that I did not see important in the past or I look at certain points from different perspective. In any case reading the book is an element of learning. And what is interesting is that I have not read books for many months ( maybe even years ) as I was saturated with the knowledge and I needed tu put it to the practice first before I could read something new.
Yesterday somebody told me that I have got bigger. This is the result of doing more exercises at home, having a better nutrition and of course because I do not so much energy on intensive work. As a matter of fact at this moment my body weight is at the record levels in my life and this is for me interesting and fascinating because for me it was always difficult to put on weight. I have some extra fat layer around my belly but I do not look fat. And now I am preparing for special more intensive exercises to burn/reduce this fat layer. We will see. For now I am fascinated that I have gained weight like never before.