I am catching up with posting online my articles.
In the morning I did my meditation exercise and I felt very empowered afterwards. Then I went to work and I was still in this state of empowerment. Even when I came back home I was like this. A bit less but still empowered. I wanted to do the meditation again but instead I started to watch videos on Facebook for about 1 hour. Afterwards I went to do the meditation but then I was faced with the point of not feeling like I want to do. There is nothing wrong with Facebook or doing other things but somehow I got distracted. It is most probably the point that I fell into the trap of not doing what I know that I should do and stay focused. So it is simply all about staying focused and clean in my mind especially when I work a lot with people because then I deal with unharmonious energies.
I am kind of impressed with myself that I see this point with the energies, focus and necessity to keep my mind clean. At he moment it seems like this is something difficult to do but then I know that this is just an excuse. And when I do it over period of time then I will see that it is easy and that there is no other way to function for me in this world.
Now I start to work more again. So probably I will not waste so much time on computer. But I have to remember that there is a challenge when I have more of free time. Then I am allowing myself to waste time on silly things.