I am catching up with posting online my articles.
So what is the answer to my question ?
It is the same... there is no point in labelling as negative.
Is it abusive ?
Well... the reality is that most of the porn out there is some form of abuse as it is done for money and certainly many people are forced to do it against their will. So if that is form of abuse then I participate in this abuse. And this is very clear.
But what about watching porn that is not form of abuse because it is made free-willingly by some people ?
Then I could understand why the kinesiology test was showing strong on watching naked pictures and masturbating. I guess that I was guided to look at the point of judging it as negative.
Now... is there anything else that would be supportive for me within this point of watching porn ?
One point is that somehow I cannot fulfil my wished and desires in the real life and I look for it on the internet and so at least my mind is "happy".
But is this supportive for my being and my body ?
Well... I guess this is showing me that my sexuality as an innocent expression of my being is not at the optimum. And it would be really beneficial for me if I started to work on this point.
So what do I do about it ?