I am catching up with posting online my articles.
OK... so I watched few times the pictures of naked women on the internet. And then eventually I masturbated while watching it. I want to remind you that last year or before that I made the decision to never masturbate in my life while watching porn.
So why have I broke my commitment ?
Well... as I said this point came to my attention for some reason. Most probably because there was something that needed to be understood and healed.
How can it be healed if porn is clearly a form of abuse and disrespect ?
Well... this is the point. It looks like I have charged it within my mind as a negative polarity and whenever then there is a polarity then there must be another opposite polarity. I agree that porn industry would collapse if people had abundance of money. Because it is clear that most of the people there do it for money. But then we cannot ignore the point that there are people who like to show themselves naked publicly on internet. As a matter of fact I have a friend who does it. And he does not need money.
So it is clear that there is no point in labelling as NEGATIVE because somebody is naked on internet.
But what about the point with masturbation while watching this porn ?