I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today I had a visit of a friend in my house. He mentioned that he feels somehow overloaded with heaviness in house. He refers to energies flowing through my house. And that means that I am not transforming the things in me effectively. Thus now I can connect the dots. Now I see that my lack of self-discipline is connected with it and most probably feeling stuck with my JTL process plays also a role in it. And then there is also an element of sleeping longer than usual.
So what now ?
Well... I will do what is here in front of me. And what I see that can be done is to do long meditation with breathing. And then I will get up out of bed after 4 hours and I will do meditation in the morning. I will also go for a run on the beach in the morning to break through the wall of laziness. I cannot say that I am completely lazy person because I have gone to the gym regularly in the last week, I have been doing my mental exercises, I posted online few JTL articles yesterday etc. It is just that I see that I can do more. And it is not just that I can. I also want to do it. It is just that I got stuck a little bit.
But now it is time to change it.