7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 2002 - I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE

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I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.


Today finally I started to post online my articles. I could finish it all today but I was not fully effective. At the same time I did not want to push my limits to work late at night and I decided to let it go for tomorrow. Thus I will try to finish it tomorrow but I will not get crazy. Though it is clear that I should be working on my self-discipline and effectiveness.

My investment in the cryptocurrency market do not go too good. I have given myself in the beginning of August the period of 3 months to see whether this is something that is supporting me. I have still 3 weeks to go but I am not really making any profits.

Anyway... today there was a significant dip in the market. I was sad. And I wanted to fall into the trap of feeling a victim and loser. But then I stopped myself. I decided to not give my power to these kind of thoughts and feelings. I stayed focused on my goals. This is like being in the eye of the hurricane. Outside there is a turmoil but inside there is peace. And so I was at peace within myself. But I repeat it that this peace came from my decision. I had the "temptation" to feel victim.





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Written: 2017 - October - 09   Published: 2018 - April - 16      © Copyright - Greg Wiater