Today I had almost a day off like I did not have in a very long time. Today I was free from any responsibilities and thoughts that I have to do something. It was an amazing feeling. I wasted some time on silly things on the computer but it does not matter. It has been few years since I took on myself a lot of responsibilities and I did not have much time for myself as I like to have. And now finally I have achieve it.
My project with the healing center and the group of 6 therapists has fallen apart. Well... the group has fallen apart but I will continue with it myself. At least for now until I find other people who will be more responsible and who will give more of themselves to the project.
My relationship is on hold. I will speak with my partner in 2 days after a break of more than 3 weeks. We were not effective in solving the problems together and we decided to take a break to see whether we can do it individually. Tomorrow I will try to have a day off but I will not waste time tomorrow on silly things anymore.