I am catching up with posting online my articles.
The days are passing by and I am still stuck with posting online my articles. Ok... I am busy with other things but at the same time nothing would stop me from doing something every day and get back into the doing something and eventually I would catch up with it.
My hearth is somehow ok but I do not make much progress with it also because of lack of discipline. It is not that I do nothing but still if I would like to have the results I should be more disciplined. I should be reaching the critical/neutral/zero point and maintain myself in the positive territory of healing.
Apart from this I am working on our issues within the relationship. Some points are really difficult and sometimes it seems that we do not make any progress but then at the same time I know that we have made some profound changes when I compare it with the beginning of the process 4 months ago.
Another observation... I have looked today at one of the blogs of another person who also does the JTL. Her blog was much longer than mine and she writes in depth about her process. My JTL is somehow like a diary of what I do and not really reflection that I am working on my process with self-forgiveness etc. But well... this is my process and my writing and I do the best I can. There is not need to compare myself to anybody. When I will have more time then I will go more in depth into the process but for now this is what I can do.