7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1870 - HEALING MY HEART - PART 11

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Healing my heart

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I am facing the point when I start to doubt that all that I am doing has any sense. My skin is having red inflamed points and it is not getting better. I thought it was getting during the day but in the evening it got worse again. But then when I wrote this I realised that this could be the reaction that I have masturbated during the day a little bit forcefully ( forcing my penis into erection ) and without the ejaculation and this could simply be the reason for the red spots coming up again. Because as I said it was better during the day and I have already experience from the past with these red spots in the similar situations. I explain it that I somehow force the body to produce substances ( sex hormones ) and later they come out through the skin.

Please do not understand me wrong. There is nothing wrong with the masturbation. It was just that I was forcing it through the mind and so I was disconnected from myself and my physical body. So this is for me painful reminder about it.

In any case I will also apply some changes within my diet and I reduce - as much as I can - sugar from my diet for couple of days. It is not that I am eating a lot of sugar. As a matter of fact I do not use sugar. But still I somehow feel that I eat too much of dry fruits ( pineapple ) and the cornflakes may also contain some sugar in them. I do not eat a lot of it but still this may be simply too much for my body. Somehow I am surprised by it especially because the values of my medical instrument look really good ( apart from my heart ) but then I just have to continue to try change things and see if they work. The thing with the skin started short after I introduced the cornflakes and pineapple into my diet. Thus I will try to go back to the diet from before and see if that brings any changes in my skin.



To be continued...





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Written: 2017 - May - 30   Published: 2017 - August - 27      © Copyright - Greg Wiater