I am catching up with posting online my articles.
I am asking myself again the question if there is any sense for me to continue with writing JTL articles. I have been writing them for almost 5 years now but still I have not been posting them online since May last year. I explain to myself that I am busy and so I postpone it for later when I would have more time but this point with having more time is not coming. Every day there is so much to do and I am not moving forward with this particular task of catching up with posting online my articles.
Anyway I can write about how I see no sense in writing the articles but I will continue doing it until I finish it in 2019. At least I will do my best to do it.
Today I had interesting realisation. Thus I have been working a lot in the last couple of years. And there comes the point that I would like to have more time for myself. And so I made a wish to have more free time. And I see that this wish starts to come true. But it does not come on the silver platter but I have to still make the difficult decisions in my life in this area.
Thus today I have had couple of appointments which - if I did them - would give me a very good profit. And I was very pleased with this possibility. But then I thought that this is a test for me. Thus in the end I decided that I will pass these appointments for my colleague and I will take time for myself. I earned less money ( I have received certain percentage ) but I could go to the nature and have time for myself. Within this situation I realised that I have planted a seed ( my wish to have more time ) and now this plant it growing. I earned less money in the moment but I have let my plant ( have more money and at the same time have more time ) to allow to grow. This plant is still small but with the time it will be bigger and then I will have my wish to come true in full strength and beauty.