I am catching up with posting online my articles.
If you asked me when was my last day when did not work on the computer I would not be able to say it easy. Maybe it was something during my holiday last year but I am not really sure if that was the case. Well... now when I think about it I remember that I was doing something with my laptop everyday. And thus I cannot say when was my last day without computer.
Of course we must take into consideration that I am writing my JTL articles on the computer every day and we try to not count it as work on the computer.
Thus I do not remember exactly when was my last day without computer.
But today it was the DAY. I have been busy with my work all day because otherwise I would certainly do something. But still when I got home in the evening I had the temptation to switch on the computer and do something. But I stopped this temptation as I decided that today I will only write the JTL on my laptop and nothing else. And whether you believe it or not for me it was something big and significant. Because you'll see... I am in the process of transforming the pattern of working a lot and then taking additional tasks and responsibilities on top of it. And the consequence of this attitude was that I was living under stress of trying to cope with this mountain of responsibilities. And then I was the limits of my physical body because I wanted to finish these tasks as soon as possible and be done with them. But the funny thing is that I could never be done with them as I was always accepting and getting involved with new tasks and projects.
So today making the decision about not switching on the big computer was something really significant for me as I see that I make progress in my process of transformation of my destructive habit/pattern.