I am catching up with posting online my articles.
And again I do not know what to write. Today I have been working a lot but I also have wasted some time on the computer playing computer games. And that means that I am not keeping up with my plan. And I will not get far if I continue doing things this way.
I am becoming frustrated because I have one important task lagging behind. It has been already about 5 months since I have posted online my JTL articles. I write them every day but I do not post them. I am lost with the counting and thus I have to do the old articles first and get up to date. But I have still couple of important tasks to be done as soon as possible and only then I will be able to do the posting. I really don't like it.
I point that is holding me back is the experiment with the sleep. If I would reduce the amount of sleep then I would have time for my articles. But the problem is that I am not constant with the sleep reduction and if I make a mistake with oversleeping then I have to pay to consequence of recovering from the hangover like symptoms.
I am not listening to my body and I allow myself to fall into the trap of "I stay a little bit in the bed". I cannot believe I allow myself to fall so easy into it. There is not discipline in regards to this point at all. I do make an effort to set up an alarm clock almost every night but then I stay in bed and I fuck up everything.
So what is the solution ?
Well... I just have to get up out of bed. That is simple.
Will I do it tonight ?
I have to make a commitment and push myself over the "I do not feel like doing it because I am tired".