I am catching up with posting online my articles.
I am very disappointed as my project is not going forward. I am learning new things necessary for it to advance but then I have realised that my machine is broken and I will either have to get the replacement piece or the whole new machine. But all of this may take 3-6 weeks. I will try to find out tomorrow what needs to be done.
Apart from this I do not know what to write.
Today I have wasted some time on the computer game. When I started to play, it was kind of weird to play it. It was even boring. But then I continued doing it and eventually I got hooked up playing it for about 3 hours. And now I will need to kind of force myself to not do it again tomorrow. So this is very interesting point when it comes to addictions. Because I know that any kind of substances that we take ( alcohol, drugs etc. ) feels weird and unnatural in the beginning and later we get hooked up on it. We get used to it and we start to believe that this is normal and natural. And then we start to defend it when somebody would try to take it away from us. And then there is the point that we need to force and push ourselves to stop doing it. But here most of the people fail as they do not want to put any effort of themselves to change something which seems so "natural and normal".