I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Thus I have found myself in the situation when "I want to do" certain things and I start doing them but then comes the point when it all turns into "I have to do it". Well... the best to explain would be "I want to have the baby" but then when the baby comes there are many responsibilities which you have to do whether you want to do it or not. And then - when you are overwhelmed with the responsibilities of taking care of the baby on top of your job and other responsibilities - it sometimes turns into "I have to do it".
Well... I guess this is part of the life and we should all understand it. Though it all will become a problem when you will be doing things most of the time from the point of "I have to do it" and there will be very little moments when you do them as "I want to do it" and you do it with smile and joy.
I do not have a baby and somebody could say that my life is easy. Well... maybe I do not have a baby in the human form but I have many children in the form of tasks and responsibilities. And unfortunately I find myself way too often in the situation when "I have to do" the things. I have my daily responsibilities which I have to do no matter what. Thus I may feel tired wanting to have some rest but instead "I have to do" my tasks.
Though I am already in the process of organizing myself better so that I may find more balance in my life and find more moments when I do things because I want to do them and I do them with joy and smile.