I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Well... again feeling stuck in regards to the writing. Anyway today finally I started to work on the project which I started 2 years ago and then I had to suspend it due to lack of time. But I finished all other pending tasks and now I am free to do it. I really want to do it but because I am a bit tired from working a lot in the last months I am kind of struggling to get myself to work on it. But then I am must also say that this "laziness" is just the reflection that I am in the point zero when it comes to this project. Thus there is no external motivational factors and I must kind of push myself from within to do it. This is a really good sign and so I will continue working on my project although it is very difficult. It is difficult because I would like to have a rest and go to the beach or the mountains but instead I am at home doing working on this project which will take me at least couple of weeks. Anyway I decided 2 years ago that I want to do it and so I need to finish it now despite my "laziness and resistance".
Apart from this I am investigating the point of my breathing because I notice that lately I feel more tired than normal. Thus I want to focus my attention on better breathing and see if that is going to change the tiredness.