I am catching up with posting online my articles.
For some reason I have been very tired lately. I do some work but it is not excessive. Anyway today after many weeks I finally drove to the mountains to get some rest and be in the nature. I am still not 100% but I already feel much better. I know that I should be doing it more often. But I don't because I get myself lose in excessive work.
And I know that there are so many people out there who are in the same situation. And this is fucked up because this is how we lose our contact with the nature and we get ourselves into separation from it. And in this separation it is so easy for us to forget that without earth and the ecosystem we won't be able to survive here. And so we become completely ignorant to the fact that our earth is polluted and the ecosystem is being destroyed and we don't do anything effective about it. We know that we should do something about it and we say that we want to do it but in the end we are not effective and we wait till somebody else does it for us. And the best would be if god did some kind of miracle and made the rubbish to disappear and grow the trees. But this is not going to happen. We either realise it and we do it ourselves or our live will become more and more difficult and there is also a possibility that we will provoke the extinction of life on this planet. This is not some kind of apocalyptic prophecy. This is just statement based on facts. If the doomsday will happen one day it will just the consequence of our actions and deeds. Nothing else.
It is just 7 pm and I feel sleepy again despite having sleep during the day in the mountains. But I won't sleep now. Instead I will try to breathe deep and I will take it easy for the rest of this evening.