I am catching up with posting online my articles.
So first I realised that I need to do something to gain financial stability within the system. It is clear and obvious that without money it is difficult to do anything as the worry and stress about the survival will take away the possibility to do anything. And thus I put a lot of effort into making my business run effectively and eventually after few years of hard work I have reached the point of stability. And that is really cool.
Now once I do not have to worry about the survival I am more relaxed and this helps me to be creative. What I mean by being creative in my case is that I have few interesting ideas which would not make my business grow but it would help to do something for the world.
Unfortunately there is one point which I did not take into consideration when I made the decision. To maintain this financial stability it is required to put a lot of effort and energy pretty much all the time. And this makes is difficult to implement my great ideas into practice. But still this option of having financial stability and little time for other things is better than not having the stability and living in stress and fear for survival.
So neither option is perfect but still do the best I can in this situation.