I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Finally I came to the point in my life when I could save up some money and I do not really have to worry about how I am going to pay my bills next month or two. I still have to work and be active and kind of push myself in regards to doing my job and growing my business but this is no more struggle. I am kind of certain that I will have sufficient income next month. And thus I can relax when it comes to money.
You'll know... this thing with taking away financial pressure makes a huge difference in my life and what I do.
Now... one things is certain... taking away the struggle for survival does not make me lazy. It is not that I do want to do nothing. I still have my goals and I want to make my projects to happen. I see that our world is fucked up and if we don't do anything about it then the situation will only get worse. But the thing is that now - once the struggle of survival has been removed - I can be much more effective and efficient and doing something valuable for this planet and all the beings struggling to survive.
Apart from this I have to say that I feel incredible joy that I can do something that I like and that I can be creative. Till now I had only few moments like this in my life but every moment like that ( even though it maybe short ) is worth all the effort that has been put to make it happen. I realise that it is not necessary to always struggle and fight to come to have one short moment of joy. This would be just another mind pattern. For example I would manifest and create a struggle so that I can appreciate more the moment of "victory". Thus this moment of joy is a victory because I have proven that it is possible in this reality to manifest and create something like this. Now I will do everything possible so that I have more moments like this in my life. And maybe my whole life could be like this all the time.
And then I also commit myself to help others to come to a similar point in their life so that they may also enjoy their life instead of living in never ending struggle.