I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Thus I have been working very hard for the last 3 years to stabilize myself financially within the system. And I already started to harvest the fruits from the trees that I have planted. The things were getting easy and I was getting more relaxed. But then recently I have been hit by the hackers broke into the my websites trying to sell some illegal medicine ( e.g. Viagra ) and Google blocked my website until I remove the undesired content from my website and the server.
And so I did remove the "hack" ( I hope that I did all ) but unfortunately through all of this I have lost my top ranking in the Google Search engines and now I am almost not visible in the search results. And as a result of it I have not received in the last 2 weeks any phone calls from any new customers who would be able to find me on Google. And I am in the high season !!! Anyway now I am working long hours trying to redesign and optimize my websites for SEO so that I can get back to the top but I know that it will take some time before I will get there.
This is all unnecessary ( in a sense ) work which postpones my other projects. And apart from this I also see that my long awaited and desired time when I could have more rest and free time for myself is going to be postponed for at least few weeks.
It is all fucked really up. But then I know that I am not the only one who has a very similar experience. This thing with having little time for myself and living under constant pressure of doing things to be to be able to secure my financial stability is part of this reality. It is part of this system in which we live in.
But guess what ?
This is fucked up but this is going to continue until we change the current system. What I want to say here is that we ( humans ) have created this current system which presses us to work hard and continuously do things or otherwise we won't be able to pay our bills.
So this is it our current reality. But I am not going to complain about it because complaining does not change anything for better about it. I will deal with the pressure. I will do my best in regards to my website and my work. And I will do my best to change this current system. Sooner or later it will change. This is certain. It is just a matter of time. Though this change will happen sooner if you join me in the process of change.