I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Look... how fortunate I was that I was able to identify the tension and then the person that it is related to !!!
The reason why I felt this tension was because I have entered into the mind to mind relationship. And this happens every time we interact with another being. It does not really have to involve sexual encounter at all but then during sex the relationship connection goes much "deeper".
And so here comes important question:
What about the people who have frequent sexual encounters with many different people ?
Well... every time they have sex and they are not aware of what is happening and they get involved into the mind to mind relationship. And eventually these people get lost within it because there are so many connections and so much exchange of the mind patterns etc. from different partners that later it is very difficult to identify what is coming from where and from whom and then it is also extremely difficult to sort out this mess.
Of course all this shit with the mind will not happen if both partners are fully aware of what is happening and don't allow the mind and the ego to interfere in their encounter.
And how to practically achieve it ?
Well... let's start with the awareness of breath in every moment. And let's stop the participation in the mind in every moment.
Is that possible at all ?
Well... usually becoming fully aware is a process which will take time. But I know for sure from this unpleasant conversation with my ex-girlfriend that this process is worth the effort.