2-3 years ago I was going through a process of turbulences in my life. I was going then through a serious cleansing process with psoriasis which prevented me from working and as a result of it I was left with almost no money. Of course we live in the reality where we need money to survive but still this whole process was not about money. I did profound changes in my life and I am glad that I did it. Today I do not have any more problems with my skin and acne which was affecting my body for many, many years.
And then I entered into the "quiet waters". It was really good to be in the zone of peace because I needed some rest after the period of turbulences. But it was not that I wanted to stay on these waters for ever and enjoy the peace. Because you'll know... you may learn a lot from the turbulences. But at that time I made a decision that I will not get myself into the situations of a similar nature which I lived before and which would give me nothing else but problems. And specifically the same kind of problems from which I would learn nothing new. And so my decision was firm. I wanted to stay on the quiet waters and dedicate my time towards my process and assisting others with theirs.
Unfortunately I realised at some point that I drifted away from the quiet waters and I started to see on the horizon the storm approaching my ship. I knew that I did not want to be there and so I turned the steering wheel and I change my direction. Couple of people who were sailing with me in the same direction did not like that I suddenly changed my plan and they got pissed off with me. But I did not care about them getting angry with me. I did not want to go through the same experience with problems. And so I took the direction towards the quiet waters. It cost me some effort ( and money ) but at least now I am getting closer to the zone of peace.
And so... once I get there my plan is to drop the anchor and stay there for some time and I will try to assist others with their processes and I will try to help them to get out of the storm.