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3. I cannot omit that my desire for the relationship has stopped influencing my life for the reason that I have been "educated" properly in regards to how and why the relationships exist within this world by studying the material presented by Desteni Group and by doing the course Desteni I Process. And thus instead of being "bombarded" and brainwashed by the media and society that I should find a partner, get married and have children, I have got adequate information about how the relationship and the desire for sex and the relationship function and I had the chance to change it within myself and free myself from it. As I said in the previous article this did not come in an instant and it took me time to change it.
And you'll know... this is not something easy to change because once you are inside of it then you do not see anything wrong with it. It becomes part of you and you treat is as something absolutely normal. But I have got out of it and I am glad that I got myself free from it.
So what now once I got myself free from the desire for sex and relationship ?
Should I spend the rest of my life alone ?
Well... as I said... I am alone, I am happy with being alone and I would have to "kind of" push myself into a relationship. But that does not mean at all that I will stay alone for my whole life. This is not about this. What is the most important point within this is that I am free from the desire and I have clarity to see the facts and see the things as they are. So I am not blinded anymore by my ego and the beliefs, emotions and desires which I have accepted and created within my mind and I am not being directed and controlled by them. And that simply means that I can make conscious and aware decision about starting a relationship with somebody. And I have the chance to make and create a relationship according to the principle of what is best for all. And you'll see... if I manage to have a relationship which takes into the consideration the aspect of what is best for all then there is no way that I would not be content, happy, satisfied, fulfilled etc. You'll see... these are all the things which I tried to achieve but I could never find them in my relationships. And the reason for it was that my starting point was based on what is best for me ( my ego and my desires ) and not what is best for all.
As I said now I am alone and I am not in the relationship. There is possibility that I would stay like this for the rest of my life here on earth. But as I said I am free from the desires of my ego and thus this is not a problem at all. In any case - whether I am alone or in the relationship - I am here and I learn and practice how to apply the principle of what is best for all in every moment of my life and I am glad that I have come to this realisation within my life.