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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use alcohol and other mind altering substances to make men/women easier to get to have sex with me; within this forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am taking advantage of others and I am participating in the abuse and thus I am responsible for all the consequences of it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that making others drunk to get them easier to have sex with me is normal and acceptable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have sex and to fulfill my desire I make others drunk to get them easier into having sex with me;
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that making others drunk and then have sex with them is fun;
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that sexual encounter with another being who has been made drunk by me is an abuse and thus I am responsible for all the consequences of it.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to justify that making somebody drunk to get sex is ok based on the fact that the other being agrees to participate in it and thus it is his/her own choice and responsibility and I am excluded from the consequences.