I am back to work and I have worked all day. I was very tired yesterday thus I am posting my article today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the word 'gay' to insult others; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that within my mind I judge gays and I have assigned a negative value within my mind to the word gay and later I am using it to insult others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that being gay is something bad and wrong; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have allowed myself to get pre-programmed and within this program being gay is something wrong and bad.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that gay people are breaking the mind program of majority of people who believe that sex should be only done between male and female and because I don't know how to deal with this break within my program I react in fear and judgment towards those who break that program.