So I have started to apply the correction today. I woke up and I started to do the most important things which I have been postponing for some time already. It is a matter of self discipline and appropriate planning. At the moment the pattern has not yet gained the momentum and it is reasonably easy to correct it and stop it. In regards to planning it is important because I have taken certain of responsibilities and of course it is not possible to do all at the same time. There are certain physical limitations ( e.g. I must sleep, eat, rest etc. ) and I must work within them. Thus I must establish priorities. Otherwise I will be living under constant stress that I have not done all that I should/must/ would/ like to do.

Thus this is all for now in regards to the postponement character.

This is a little bit of topic but it is worth mentioning here because it is quite important point. I will remind you that I am going at the moment through the process of sickness ( eczema - this is disorder of the skin ). During the conversation with my friend who is also assisting me within that process, it came that I have a little bit funny definition around the point of skin. My friend asked me about what is the function of the skin and I have answered that is to protect me from the outside environment. And then he pointed out that skin is also to unite me ( us ) with the outside. And I have "clicked" in that moment. Of course, of course, of course... my definition of protection from the outside is based on the separation and not on oneness and equality. Our skin is also uniting us with the outside and it is communicating with the outside.