I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the prophecies about the end of the world without realizing that in that moment I put myself in the state of carelessness about what is happening in the world because I have taken for granted that the world will end anyway and there is not point of doing anything about the mess and suffering that currently exists on earth; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through my carelessness I allow the suffering and destruction and I am fully responsible for it as I have not acted to stop it and/or change it.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that the external forces ( the powerful energies of the galactic equator ) will transmute and change in an instant all the mess and suffering that is existent on earth; I also forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that in the moment of accepting the belief about the transmuting energies from galactic equator I give my power away and I accept that I am powerless to make the change on earth.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that believing in the powerful energies from the galactic equator which are able to transmute the mess on earth in an instant is like other beliefs about god/savior/hero who will make the change for me/us/humanity; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that this belief represent my wishful thinking that somebody cleans the mess for me because I realize that there is a lot of work to be done and I am lazy and I have got used to have easy and comfortable life when others ( slaves ) do something for me when I pay them money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am powerless and I am not able to clean the mess on earth which I have created and allowed; I also forgive myself to believe that there is too much work and thus I have created within my mind a wishful desire that somebody/something does the cleaning for me and the prophecy about the powerful energies from the galactic equator is a reflection of this wishful desire.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that all that is happening on earth currently is the consequence of my creations and allowances and thus if I don't like it, I am the one responsible to change it; thus the belief about god/savior/aliens/powerful transmuting energies from the galactic equator who are supposed to come and clean the mess and make the change for me/us, is a wishful thinking and desire because I deny to accept and take responsibility for my creations and all that what I have allowed to happen because in that moment of accepting this fact that I am the creator of the mess on earth, I would have to start cleaning it myself.