This is the continuation of the previous article:

MY SURVIVAL IS BASED ON HURTING OTHERS - BAR OWNER - PART 1
MY SURVIVAL IS BASED ON HURTING OTHERS - SOLDIER - PART 2
MY SURVIVAL IS BASED ON HURTING OTHERS - SALES PERSON - PART 3A
MY SURVIVAL IS BASED ON HURTING OTHERS - SALES PERSON - PART 3B
MY SURVIVAL IS BASED ON HURTING OTHERS - PART 4

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system in which I have to struggle to survive and within that I have allowed myself to accept a belief that it is normal and acceptable to take advantage of others in the name of my survival; within that I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this is the way the world functions and it can not be changed/it is too difficult too change it and thus I give my power away to the system, adjust myself to the rules of the current system and through this I become slave to the current system.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the current system within which I have to struggle to survive is the result of my creations and allowance and thus I am directly responsible for it and all that is happening within the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that taking advantage of others/ harming others in the name of my survival is justifiable/excusable instead of realizing that within this I accept that I am less then a system and I am not able to change it; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to the current system, play by its rules and later find reasons within my mind which make me feel as if I was excused/justified for it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is impossible/too difficult to create a system which would be best for all instead of the current system in which I have to harm/take advantage of others so that myself and my family may survive and have easy and comfortable life/survival.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that every time I harm/take advantage of others so that I may have easy and comfortable life I create a situation in which others may be forced to do things which harm other people so that they and their family may survive; and all of this has accumulative effect/consequences where there is more and more situations where others are being harmed/taken advantage of and thus I am responsible for all the suffering and harm being done as a result of my actions in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that to change the current system in which I have to struggle to survive and within this I am forced to harm/take advantage of others so that I may have easy and comfortable life, I must stop harming others and start to act in a way which is best for all in every moment because this will eventually create more and more situation/the whole system where nobody will be forced to struggle to survive and be forced to harm others so that he may survive.

I commit myself to create a system which is best for all so that everybody has best possible conditions to express themselves as life.