This is the continuation of the previous article:

SENSELESS CYCLE OF TERRORISM - PART 1
SENSELESS CYCLE OF TERRORISM - PART 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to take revenge on those who killed my child, wife, husband and within this I have desired to cause them the same pain and damage as they have caused me so that they may feel the same way I feel after the loss of my family; within this is forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that taking revenge only entraps me within the vicious cycle of violence and terrorism and increases the possibility of involving more beings through accidental damage and suffering to by-passers and through this it creates an accumulative effect of violence.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that acting upon my emotional pain with the desire to take revenge on those who killed my family entraps me and others within the cycle of accumulative violence and doesn't bring any constructive solution; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act upon my emotional pain and anger instead of analyzing the situation and finding a solution which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through me taking revenge on those who killed my family I will create more fear and more violence among other beings ( by-passers ) and thus I am responsible for all the suffering and pain as a consequence of me taking revenge instead of considering and implementing solution which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that taking revenge on somebody will give me only temporary ( if any ) satisfaction and at the same time there is a possibility of involving more beings into the cycle of accumulative violence and thus I am responsible for all the suffering and pain as a consequence of it.

When and as I see myself wanting to take revenge on somebody who has hurt me, my family or my friends, I stop and I breathe. I realize that my action based on the emotional pain may involve many other beings into the vicious cycle of violence and terrorism and thus I stop, I breathe and I analyze the whole situation and work on the solution which is best for all.

I commit myself to stop my desire to take violent revenge on others who have hurt me, my family or my friends and instead I work on the solution which is best for all and which will prevent the violence in the first place.