I didn't have access to internet yesterday thus I am posting my article today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system which lacks money and all necessary resources for survival.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my desire to get rich quickly is just a way to treat symptoms because becoming rich quickly just by myself or with few other people only is not going to change the system which lacks money and it will make only my survival in the current system easier.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the gold rush of the past is exactly the same in nature as my excitement about getting a lot of money quickly today; thus it shows that we as humanity have not changed at all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the gold rush syndrome follows the principle of what is best for me only and thus it will never bring on the change in the world in which there are many people who suffer from poverty and starvation; thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that to bring on the change in the world I must apply the solution which is best for all; it will not make me rich quickly but it is the solution which will benefit all in the long term.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be rich quickly and through my desire I make myself blind and not consider what is best for all; instead I allow myself to consider and to agree to achieve my goal of becoming rich at the cost of others - people, animals, nature and I find elf justifying excuse.