This is a real story taken from real life. My friend was invited to a birthday party. He and other guests were sitting at the table having a dinner and talking to each other. But there was a period when my friend was not talking to anybody. He was a little bit bored and while sitting at the table he was staring at the wine bottle for a while. The wife of the host - the birthday person - has noticed my friend looking at the wine bottle and she said: "Yes... you are right Tim. This is a cheap wine. My husband is a cheap bastard".

And this is one of the greatest paradoxes in our world. We have a rich person ( a multimillionaire ) and still he is counting every cent, afraid to spend money and buying the cheap wine. He has got mentality of a poor person but I wouldn't compare him to poor people of this world because I have seen on multiple occasions when the poor people are able to share with others all that they have and they enjoy it. They are not greedy or stingy like the multimillionaires. They are actually living in abundance because they are able to share it with others and if everybody in this world would be able to do the same than we would not have 1 billion starving people in this world.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that because of my greed and fear of sharing with others my possessions I allow the existence of poverty and starvation in this world.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that because of my fear of not having enough in the future and excessive accumulation of possessions and resources just for myself to prevent possible lack of it in the future, I contribute and create starvation and poverty in the present time for multitude of beings including humans, animals and others.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that if everybody shared with others what they have in excess without the projection of fear of lack of it in the future, than there would not be poverty, starvation, wars etc., everybody would live in abundance now and through living in abundance in the now than we would be able to live in the abundance in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that as long as I live in fear of not having enough in the future and I suppress this fear by accumulating ever more money, I will never be able to live in abundance because this fear prevents me from sharing with others.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that as long as I am afraid to share with others what I have in excess because of my greed and fear of lack in the future, I contribute to and create the starvation and poverty in the present and as long as others live in poverty and starvation in the now I will never be able to live in abundance.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that if I accumulate excess of resources because of my fear of lack the future, causing others to starve and live in poverty in the now because of it, then I will never be able to live in abundance because I will be always living in stress and fear that somebody will come and take from me what I have accumulated for myself.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that following the principle of what is best for me and I accumulating excessive amount of resources because of the fear of lack of it in the future, I create starvation and poverty for the multitude of beings in the now.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that as long as I follow the principle of what is best for me instead of the principle of what is best for all, than there will exist a system of abuse in which very few accumulate excess of resources while majority will live on the edge of survival in poverty and starvation.

I commit myself to create a system ( Equal Money System ) in which everybody has equal access to the resources and everything necessary to have abundant life.