I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I as a man need to support and provide for female it I want her to be my partner and wife.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that women are not able to support themselves and thus I have accepted the role of a provider and supporter which is nothing else but a game of polarities of weak and strong.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system in which it is more difficult for women to support and provide for themselves; later I have defined women as weak and at the same time I have defined myself as strong and being able to support and provide for the weak ( women ).
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system in which women have limited and more difficult access to money which is the symbol of survival in the current system, because I wanted to control women and manipulate and force them to have sex with me.
I forgive myself that I wanted to impress women with money, expansive cars, motorbikes, houses and other possessions because I wanted to have sex with them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I have a lot of money then I will have a better chance of having a perfect wife.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that women need a strong man who is able to support and provide for them money and other means necessary to survive in the current system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the more money and other material possessions I have, the better chance I have to get more beautiful and more perfect wife.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use money, cars and other material things to impress women as a part of the game in which I wanted to attract women into a relationship and sex with me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I have more money and more material possessions and then I deserve to have more beautiful and more perfect wife.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an economic system in which it is more difficult for women to get money and in this way I force women to sell their bodies for money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge prostitutes without realising that I am actually responsible for it because I have created and allowed existence of such a system in which it is difficult for women to get money necessary to survive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define prostitution as a FAIR exchange of service in the form of sex for money without realising that this form of exchange exist only because women have limited and restricted access to money and thus there is nothing fair about it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system of rape which is the ultimate method of forcing women - who don't want to participate in the game of strong and weak - to have sex with me.
I commit myself to create an economic system in which everybody has an equal access to money and so nobody will be forced to make decisions about sex and relationships because of lack of money.
To be continued...